Im sick

Yeah, I got it all. Sore throat, runny nose, sneezing, coughing, congestion, hurting, headache, diarrhea, etc. Yeah I know you like that last one. Upset stomach to match too! But enough about me, what about me?
Yeah, so Im job hunting. As usual... sometimes I wonder if Im better off just sticking with what I got? But I dont want to settle when I know there could be many more things out there that are so much better. Will I never be satisfied? Am I truly ADD? Maybe not in the larger sense, but maybe IN the larger sense. Am I making any sense?
I gotta find something that can keep my interest long term. I just always want to improve things. Is that so wrong? I always want to strive to improve and be better. Partly competitive, but its mostly about hope. Hope for something better. That there is something better. But am I truly doomed to never finding satisfaction is that is the case? If I always strive for something better, can I never be happy with what I have? Hmmm. Contentedness. we shall see...