AHHHHHH!

Ok. So Ive been riding the rollarcoaster of emotions. Ive started dating again. wow. its crazy. I went on a blind date last night and it went amazingly well. Im so happy. I really do need to be dating again. I think its healthy for me. My parents wanna see me get married one day, and so do I. I cant really do it if all I ever do is work my life away.
So yeah, things are coming to a head about starting my own business. I seeked out a lot of advice, and Im getting some professional advice on Monday. Its hard not to go for it. There are some hurdles I gotta jump, but overall Im excited to be able to own my own business and do my own thing. Everything has been culminating into this. My new mission, or should I say, my culminating mission in life is to be a serial entreprenuer. Its REALLY scary. But everyone has been encouraging and everyone wants to see you succeed and help you anyway they can. At least thats been my experience.
Its hard sleeping these past few weeks. Not only is the heat unbearable, but the thoughts in my mind get to me. I go to sleep and wake up thinking about work. Its crazy. I went for a run today. It was refreshing. This dry heat really gets to my throat. Its like I can never get enough water. Argh.
Ok. I really have nothing to write about. I feel like Im just waiting for the go ahead on the rest of my life. Hmm. Weird feelings. hard to describe. It like forgetting how to write English. I need a shower. goodnight. lol...