Blog-Tacular
Well I figured I should keep blogging away considering Im on a role.
Update:
1. The 'rents are coming in this weekend. I cant wait. Im excited to show my parents my new house. My dad said it was a wise thing to do. Im happy to hear that. He told me he was 29 when he bought the house they live in now. Im almost 25 and I think I was crazy insane to buy a house at this age with my proclivities. yeah go look THAT up in the dictionary.
2. I am also running a marathon this weekend. ESTES PARK MARATHON
3. We just bought $200 of groceries. Gosh, living is expensive. Maybe its just our living thats expensive. We have a kid to feed ya know. we named him jason. well, he actually came with that name. anyhow... :-4. Speaking of expenses, growing up is scary as hell. But the sooner you do it, the better. Mortgage payments may mean death, but its nice to live in a place rent free 30 years down the line and not have to worry so much anymore.
5. I dont know if I can deal with the commision jobs anymore. Thats what makes things even scarier. Its all me. Not only do I have my own life in my hands I have all my employees lives in mine. Indirectly of course, but they are living paycheck to paycheck just like me. The checks came in late this week cause the mail forwarding system is slow. (sidenote: if you forward your mail expect it to take at least 3 days extra for it to get to you)
So my one painter couldnt make his insurance payment that was due, therefore he couldnt drive his van. (Well he could, but he already got busted once for driving without insurance) Therefore, he couldnt get all the supplies we needed including the ladders to the job site. Fun times.
And Ive run out of jobs for my guys to do. Which means they dont get a paycheck, in fact it means I dont get a paycheck either. Its kinda like getting laid off except in my case Im still working and not getting paid. At least not yet.
In conclusion, Im just not sure if I have what it takes. But I sure am developing it. That ability to overcome your own fears and stick with it and make things happen despite all costs, overcoming laziness and procrastination.
But like I said I have my proclivities and I am constantly tempted to break free. Its a vicious cycle.
Time to try and get away from everything to be alone with myself for just a bit. God knows I need it.
Update:
1. The 'rents are coming in this weekend. I cant wait. Im excited to show my parents my new house. My dad said it was a wise thing to do. Im happy to hear that. He told me he was 29 when he bought the house they live in now. Im almost 25 and I think I was crazy insane to buy a house at this age with my proclivities. yeah go look THAT up in the dictionary.
2. I am also running a marathon this weekend. ESTES PARK MARATHON
3. We just bought $200 of groceries. Gosh, living is expensive. Maybe its just our living thats expensive. We have a kid to feed ya know. we named him jason. well, he actually came with that name. anyhow... :-4. Speaking of expenses, growing up is scary as hell. But the sooner you do it, the better. Mortgage payments may mean death, but its nice to live in a place rent free 30 years down the line and not have to worry so much anymore.
5. I dont know if I can deal with the commision jobs anymore. Thats what makes things even scarier. Its all me. Not only do I have my own life in my hands I have all my employees lives in mine. Indirectly of course, but they are living paycheck to paycheck just like me. The checks came in late this week cause the mail forwarding system is slow. (sidenote: if you forward your mail expect it to take at least 3 days extra for it to get to you)
So my one painter couldnt make his insurance payment that was due, therefore he couldnt drive his van. (Well he could, but he already got busted once for driving without insurance) Therefore, he couldnt get all the supplies we needed including the ladders to the job site. Fun times.
And Ive run out of jobs for my guys to do. Which means they dont get a paycheck, in fact it means I dont get a paycheck either. Its kinda like getting laid off except in my case Im still working and not getting paid. At least not yet.
In conclusion, Im just not sure if I have what it takes. But I sure am developing it. That ability to overcome your own fears and stick with it and make things happen despite all costs, overcoming laziness and procrastination.
But like I said I have my proclivities and I am constantly tempted to break free. Its a vicious cycle.
Time to try and get away from everything to be alone with myself for just a bit. God knows I need it.
posted by Jeremy at 8:09 PM
2 Comments:
Yea commission jobs make you work for your money, no doubt! But hey, I still think that your perfect job would be to be a sherpa!
Just be glad you don't have 2 kids to feed.
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