so right yet so wrong

for whatever reason I'm going through some changes right now. being intentionally vague Im going through these changes because I was wrong when I thought I was right. I thought I knew some things but I found out I didnt. Thought I was settled but Im getting less settled everyday. Thought I was happy but I watch as my happy thoughts float away. Come and go quickly and offer brief respite from the duldrums. sounds like a song. where did my love go? where did I go wrong? Intensity is what I look for. My senses are dulled so I fall for the need of more. I cant think, I cant sleep, I cant rest anymore. where?