Sunday, October 22, 2006

Am I crazy, or are they?

So I have been an admissions advisor for almost 3 weeks now. IT is truly a great job that combines my skills with my passions. But of course, there is still something missing. As great as a job as it is I know I can't stop here. There is more. But the good thing is that I can work my butt off at this job and feel a great sense of satisfaction.
Hardly anything satisfies this soul. I have started my MBA and I am enjoying being back in class immensely. The funny thing is that I already know I will not stop there. I will eventually go on to get my Doctorate degree. I just know it.
Last but not least, I am totally confused about relationships. The romantic ones. I don't really understand how someone can date for 4 years and not get married. Where is the commitment. Why be in it that long if its not meant to be? Im the kind of person that would rather find out sooner rather then later. How can a relationship be that good yet still not good enough to commit to it another 4 years, and possibly another 44 years. Maybe the thought that being married to someone longer then we have been alive thus far is too scary for anyone to take in and therefore they don't get married. When I see that I begin to realize why in America half the population is divorced. Ouch! It hurts. I never want that. But what brings it about? Am I clueless, am I crazy, or am I actually right in my beliefs??? I am struggling to maintain and make better my own relationship right now, and I feel clueless as to how to make it better. Guess maybe, it takes two to tango. ;-)

1 Comments:

Blogger Xagal said...

Hey jer. sounds like the job is going good. Awesomeness. I already know I want my doctorate...it's just a matter of what kind of career I want haha....

As far as the relationship thing...they are confusing as hell. People Around me who have been together for years are breaking up for one reason or anything and most make no sense to me.

but anyway. Glad things are going good for you hun. Talk to you soon

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