Scared to Jump

I was thinking yesterday how its kinda scary to be going to a job without a steady paycheck, just commission based on how much business you can bring in. I may not have liked working at Hertz, but it allowed me to bring in more money then I needed so I could pay off debt. But my debt only really consists of my Jeep right now so I guess I cant complain.
Its just now setting in that I have 3 more days at Hertz then Im done. My city manager said she is going to hate me now, but good luck. lol. She is such a riot. I fly home for a week, then I have a week of training in Ft. Collins, then I gotta really gotta get to work or I cant feed myself. haha. Crazy huh. I do have some money saved up so it wont be bad.
I talked to a friend of mine Jen at church today and she was encouraging. She has a similar personality to mine and she is talking about starting her own events planning business or being a like a freelance publicist for a record label or something. She is headed to Nashville in April for this conference with a friend who lives in the OC, and works for Tooth & Nail, and hopes to get some work started there. I wished her luck, and told her she needs to be my publicist when I get my gig going. Whats so sad is that I know enough people to start a band, a record label, and a recording company, yet I havent really made any true moves toward it. Jason, when you get out here we gotta make it happen.
Anyhow, Im going skiiing at Copper Mountain tomorrow so I gotta get ready. Peace....