mediocrity at its best
what an oxymoron. i was just thinking about how I live a mediocre life right now. For me mediocrity is living in a routine that is not very favorable day in and day out. I need freshness, I need flav. I want to be outstanding and not just good. I want to be spectacular and not craptacular. I want to meet new fascinating people, and be new and fascinating myself. Of course, just how fascinating can someone be if you have known them your whole life?
I admire and respect most of my friends but fascinating is not a word I would use to describe them. Well, at least not on a normal basis.
I guess I just don't like waiting. Good things are coming, and Im headed toward good things, but right now just doesn't feel right at all.
I just got done talking to a friend who is a fellow "hopeless romantic" and we both agreed that our one hope is that we can find someone as crazy about us as we are about them. I'm not losing hope. If someone can't be as crazy about me as I can be about them, or vice versa, I try not to let it bother me and I move on. Try being the key word in that sentence. *sigh* no use wishing things could be different. Maybe the person I am crazy about will come to be crazy about me too, and maybe Ill learn to be crazy about this person who is crazy about me. As much as I like this person who doesnt like me in the same way I wish I could like the person who likes me a lot and I just don't. Hey, its easier to try and change myself then someone else, right?
So I guess I want to say not to be afraid to love unrequited, but dont be a fool either.
I admire and respect most of my friends but fascinating is not a word I would use to describe them. Well, at least not on a normal basis.
I guess I just don't like waiting. Good things are coming, and Im headed toward good things, but right now just doesn't feel right at all.
I just got done talking to a friend who is a fellow "hopeless romantic" and we both agreed that our one hope is that we can find someone as crazy about us as we are about them. I'm not losing hope. If someone can't be as crazy about me as I can be about them, or vice versa, I try not to let it bother me and I move on. Try being the key word in that sentence. *sigh* no use wishing things could be different. Maybe the person I am crazy about will come to be crazy about me too, and maybe Ill learn to be crazy about this person who is crazy about me. As much as I like this person who doesnt like me in the same way I wish I could like the person who likes me a lot and I just don't. Hey, its easier to try and change myself then someone else, right?
So I guess I want to say not to be afraid to love unrequited, but dont be a fool either.
posted by Jeremy at 1:49 PM
4 Comments:
Steve Myers: Well Jeremy, sometimes God makes us wait. Believe me, I know. And you may think God has forgotten you - even you, Jeremy, a prince among men. He has not. He knows. He is perfecting you for things ahead.
You know the scripture "Those who wait on the Lord shall renew their strength; they shall mount up with wings like eagles, they shall run and not be weary, they shall walk and not faint." (Isaiah 40:31)
Be encouraged, my brother. When God appears to be silent, He is perfecting you, and preparing you. Your life is far from mediocre. All will be well. All will be well.
I pray He will reassure you of His loving purposes for you.
Steve Myers
steve@radiosteve.org
Wish I knew how you felt.Oh wait I do. Stop scewin around and tell her exactly how you feel damnit.If you don't you'll regret it forever
hehe, talk to her. Become friends....and if you already are friends with her....chances are it was never meant to be more than that...you just never know....but God does...
told her how I felt, she is the same one who I talked to that said we are just "hopeless romantics". Well I cant make her like me any differently then she already does. Here is to you kid...
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